I may have touched on this in the "Is it allright to cry thread?" but my dad is having some serious health problems that are related to his accident. I am struggling with trying not to shut down and becoming completly unemotional. It makes it a lot easier for me to cope and also helps me push on and get my dad the help he needs but alienates my family who think I am uncaring etc. I dont really know what I am asking other than for prayers that i stay stron but not turn into an ass hole.
The question is I keep thinking my dad would of been happier if he had died (he was very close) and part of me wishes he had. I feel like an awful person and a shitty son for feeling this way but when we talk about me making sure his DNR is honored it is tough.
The question is I keep thinking my dad would of been happier if he had died (he was very close) and part of me wishes he had. I feel like an awful person and a shitty son for feeling this way but when we talk about me making sure his DNR is honored it is tough.
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