I hear you, but I seem to recall that you are currently awaiting a "wack-a-mole reloader" also (it has already begun). I am telling you, the camel's head is in the tent. It only goes one way from here. It may take time, it may progress slowly, you may stronger than I was, but eventually...
That said, there is pride in minimalism and it is laudable. My brother in law was such an individual when he started. He is over it now, loads rifle, pistol and shotgun.
The problem is associating with people like me and other "facilitators" on this forum. My grandmother used to say if you let the dogs in the house, you can expect to have fleas.